Oh! I am so excited to see December here at last! It has taken forever to come around, and I just love the chaos of decorating, attending parties, presents to buy and make, packages to wrap, cookies to bake. Actually, it seems like we just took down the decorations from last year. I feel overwhelmed every year, even when I start preparing in July. Never enough time. I miss the days when Mom and Dad did all of the work and I just got nervous about the waiting. Sleepless nights, wondering what was under the tree. More pajamas? Underwear? Maybe I was good enough to get that Pinto pony with the silver saddle. He could stay in the basement. I would train my pony to climb the basement stairs, go out the door and potty outside!
I never got that pony, of course, and a lot of other things I really thought I wanted at the time. But I was left with wonderful memories of family and food. I now look back on the year and how quickly it passed by, not finding enough time to smell the roses as often as I'd like. I get melancholy during the Holidays, but I feel blessed to wake up each morning. It would be nice to wake up without pain, but I will take whatever comes my way. I find JOY in shopping and feeling fabric. And if ever I get around to finishing a project, I REJOICE! Hiding in my sewing room, being creative and making one big mess after another, makes me HAPPY!
Maybe I will start working on the Holidays this coming January. Perhaps I will just leave the decorations up all year, and then I am pretty sure I will have enough time to relax and enjoy the Season. And I am wishing for a New Year full of promise. Like, I promise to clean up my sewing room!
Wishing you all a Holiday full of good cheer, love and bobbins that never run out of thread!
Jeanette Blackburn, editor